:*:Fucking Shits:*:

Alrite.
That’s for today- Friday.
Im really sick badly.
Feeling dizzy yet exhausted.
Guess never get enough sleeps and I need more RO water,perhaps.
Im really getting pissed off for what she said to my dad’s friend
Alrite,straight to the point.
Since she wont be reading my blog!
The person I was actually talking is my aunt.
No offence aunt.
I do hate you a lot!
Can you please get your fuckingmouthshut!
I know you were not satisfied with what I ve did!
Definitely , u’re just JEALOUS!
Everything happened just because of jealousy!
U ve got what you wanted.
And please stop all the rumours alright.
Im not as useless as wat u ve said to those aunties alright!
Work result proven.
Im not purposely saying this just to show how smart I am!
Because im not.
But my result wasn’t that bad!
This is the truth!
U gotta accept it.
Yea,im better than her!
Your just don’t willing to confront the unpleasant truth!
Im realy getting fuckingmoody because of this!
I never even sound a single shits when u were spreading rumours bout me.
Because I know once I sound,
It will gonna be a disaster.
It’s chicken way to handle it!
So I try to avoid talking so much.
Just get yourfuckingmouthshut or else i bet it will really gonna be a disaster!
Once again you did tat to me,GET A LIFE.
YOU KNOW ME WELL!
As you can see Im really not in a moody today
Fuckingtatcibai la!
Im sorry , I don’t mean to be rude.
I treat her nicely she wouldn’t know!
That’s all for today.

.:*The Day After Tomorrow*:.

Today is one of those days, feeling down, feeling blue, nothing clicks for me. It’s raining, it’s pouring, and my life seems so boring. Nothing is really wrong, just this overwhelming feeling of nothingness

Today is one of those days, feeling down, feeling blue, nothing clicks for me. It’s raining, it’s pouring, and my life seems so boring. Nothing is really wrong, just this overwhelming feeling of nothingness

Life is full of changes. I, as a person, am changing a bit everyday. I think I am beginning to live a life of nothingness. I do nothing and now don’t feel much and soon would be thinking nothing as well. Thinking doesn’t help, thinking in the right direction helps. I kept on thinking how, when, why and so on but it wasn’t in the right direction. So starting this moment I stop thinking until I realize what that right direction means. Pain has become me. It’s not a stranger anymore; it’s not an uninvited guest. I think the only thing which has been consistent with me is pain so it’s like a buddy now. I have lost all ties with the world. I don’t talk much, sometimes I feel like but then that feeling disappears faster than ever. I have to literally force myself to live, talk or do things.

I started to hate talking , bt sometimes I really hope tat I can just ‘bla-out-everything’ that kept in my mind bt I didn’t, I still feel so lazy and continue being my unimportant person that sat at the corner considering everything that happened or mayB I shall stop being sluggish to stop the feeling of nothingness and boringness that strikes against me.