Friday, June 20, 2008
.: I ' v e__L e a r N e d :.
Disappointed is what i get in tis past few years..
Disappointed is what i used to..
Rumors are keep on increasing..
Untrue n false statement are becoming popular..
Friend is ady a question mark 4 me..
Friend is something which i afraid n aware of..
Friend is :-
Something which is priceless
Something which is meaningless
But its ady become something which is none of my buSiness..
Altho its not a good memory but i shud feel thankful too..
bcos :-
i've learn from mistake.. -n-
i've learn to be alert..
Disappointed is what i used to..
Rumors are keep on increasing..
Untrue n false statement are becoming popular..
Friend is ady a question mark 4 me..
Friend is something which i afraid n aware of..
Friend is :-
Something which is priceless
Something which is meaningless
But its ady become something which is none of my buSiness..
Altho its not a good memory but i shud feel thankful too..
bcos :-
i've learn from mistake.. -n-
i've learn to be alert..
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
:*: A Poem For Someone I Love :*:
If I could write you a letter,
What would i say?
Could it make things better?
Or would it make everything ok?
If I could write you a song,
Full of luv hope and grace.
Would you tell me what in me is wrong?
Could you say it to my face?
If I dream of you every nite,
and every nite I pray.
Tat sumday you will notice me,
And notice the things I do say.
Everytime I see you,
My world stops running.
I do not know what is happening,
I just feel like stopping.
I promise you my luv will be true,
Hope tat youll promise me too.
And everyday will be a special day,
Bcause now and forever I will wish to be with you.
What would i say?
Could it make things better?
Or would it make everything ok?
If I could write you a song,
Full of luv hope and grace.
Would you tell me what in me is wrong?
Could you say it to my face?
If I dream of you every nite,
and every nite I pray.
Tat sumday you will notice me,
And notice the things I do say.
Everytime I see you,
My world stops running.
I do not know what is happening,
I just feel like stopping.
I promise you my luv will be true,
Hope tat youll promise me too.
And everyday will be a special day,
Bcause now and forever I will wish to be with you.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
:*: Friend :*:
Friend !
Is some1 tat I treat sincerely,
But u treat me like an idiot !!
Friends !
Is some1 who I lend my hand while ur in trouble,
But u took tis as advantage to hurt me !!
Friends !
Is some1 I trust ,
But u betray me like nobody’s business !!
[S] [O]
Stop !
Treating me like an idiot !
Stop !
Calling to do something last min !
Stop !
Using me to win back ur frenz !
Stop !
Taking advantage on me !
Stop !
Checking and eyeing on me !
Stop !
Backstab me !
Stop !
Hurting me !
Stop !
Telling all those c2pid lies to me !
Stop !
Taking me as a joke !
Stop !
Teasing me like nobody !
Jus stop all of ur plan by chasing every frenz away from me..
I’m jus a simple person..
Jus let me go …
I’m tired..
Pls, jus let me go …
Is some1 tat I treat sincerely,
But u treat me like an idiot !!
Friends !
Is some1 who I lend my hand while ur in trouble,
But u took tis as advantage to hurt me !!
Friends !
Is some1 I trust ,
But u betray me like nobody’s business !!
[S] [O]
Stop !
Treating me like an idiot !
Stop !
Calling to do something last min !
Stop !
Using me to win back ur frenz !
Stop !
Taking advantage on me !
Stop !
Checking and eyeing on me !
Stop !
Backstab me !
Stop !
Hurting me !
Stop !
Telling all those c2pid lies to me !
Stop !
Taking me as a joke !
Stop !
Teasing me like nobody !
Jus stop all of ur plan by chasing every frenz away from me..
I’m jus a simple person..
Jus let me go …
I’m tired..
Pls, jus let me go …
.: Once Again :.
Once again ..
Once again being treat invisible..
Once again being treat like ALIEN..
Once again n once again..
When there’s a hope, there’s a chance *BULLSHIT*
Ya, I alwiz daydream 2 be a successful person although without a degree holder *so wat*
Ya, I alwiz took a longer time 2 make a decision *so wat*
Ya, I noe I’m frickle minded *so wat*
Ya, I noe I am too emotional n get distracted easily *so wat*
Ya, I alwiz think a lot (necessary n unnecessary stuff) *so wat*
Ya, I like to stress myself, keep myself bz *so wat*
Ya, my mood can swing anytime * so wat*
Ya, I alwiz keep things 2 myself n hate myself *so wat*
Ya, I can be very nasty at times *so wat*
Ya, I can be very hot tempered *so wat*
SO WAT ?
Ya, I;m jus a normal person with attitude prob
So Jus leave me alone as wat n how u all treat me !!
I’m sick to stay in here !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Once again being treat invisible..
Once again being treat like ALIEN..
Once again n once again..
When there’s a hope, there’s a chance *BULLSHIT*
Ya, I alwiz daydream 2 be a successful person although without a degree holder *so wat*
Ya, I alwiz took a longer time 2 make a decision *so wat*
Ya, I noe I’m frickle minded *so wat*
Ya, I noe I am too emotional n get distracted easily *so wat*
Ya, I alwiz think a lot (necessary n unnecessary stuff) *so wat*
Ya, I like to stress myself, keep myself bz *so wat*
Ya, my mood can swing anytime * so wat*
Ya, I alwiz keep things 2 myself n hate myself *so wat*
Ya, I can be very nasty at times *so wat*
Ya, I can be very hot tempered *so wat*
SO WAT ?
Ya, I;m jus a normal person with attitude prob
So Jus leave me alone as wat n how u all treat me !!
I’m sick to stay in here !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.: i noe who noes me, who doesn't :.
My frens assumed that I am stubborn n being so small gas…
Bt they do nt noe there’s a story behind it…
Some more I belif there’s no point 4 me 2 explain…
since I am too lazy n too tired 2 do so…
as I;m nt goin 2 explain it 2 only ONE but to MILLIONS of ppls…
Bt I’m actually Kinda curious about wats ur feelin when ppl seems 2 create rumors bout cha..
Telling d not true yet crapz in front of ppls…
Dun tells me tat u dun k at all…
tis is natural reaction
so i'm nt tat stubborn as u think
who wanna kept thinking all those silly things
no ones DO
n I;m nt tat foolish 2 belif wateva ppl said ANYMORE…
As I ady act ntg happen since we’re jus FREN….
woopz! Wrong, wrong, wrong……
nt reaching d lvl of fren yet .. we’re juz those “HI-BYE” fren only …
Bt 4 wat u wanna keep gossiping bout me !!!!
if ur really tat “so-good” fren
U wun be in d most black-listed in CS geng…
Even till now… *proud of it babe*
Obviously all of us dislike tis bastard, bt now… all turns into hypocrites…
Or shud I said, they are hypocrites
Jus tat I neva realized altho some1 had warned me…
Well, yeah.. I’m jus being so c2pid again…
Hooray ~~ I’m truly deeply hurt by u guyz…
Yeapz, u all success ady !! Hooray~~~
Too bad, I’m ain’t nt respect 2 hypocrites ^_^
So dun feel proud of it, k
Anyhow, I’m nt gotta mess u up….
Bt jus KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT BIATCH !!
when u guyz told me tat Yum-cha wif tat biatch
n start gossiping bout me = socializing… *funny*
Altho u feels so frustrated n annoyed when she non-stop gossiping bout me…
There’s no one chud force u from doin sth u wouldn’t like 2 do…
Disappointed bout u guyz !!
5 yrs frens, ended up juz like tat………………………………
Dun worry, no more tears……………………………
I’m awake………………………….
U shud noe urself well……….
I;m nt goin 2 act like how u did 2 me………
feel pity 4 u……….
Surround by those untrue friends……………
Altho I;m nt as many frenz as u……………..
bt i;m happie wif my life rite now…........ *mada mada mada*
Ive made my grandiloquent wrap up. im a little hurt, yea,
but u’re too insignificant to make me promise to NOT TO COMPLAIN.
But a little favor that I’ll do, is that I will never whine another word to u ever again,
even when u act like as if u REALLY CARE or whatever shit that seemed LIKE U CARE.
Bt they do nt noe there’s a story behind it…
Some more I belif there’s no point 4 me 2 explain…
since I am too lazy n too tired 2 do so…
as I;m nt goin 2 explain it 2 only ONE but to MILLIONS of ppls…
Bt I’m actually Kinda curious about wats ur feelin when ppl seems 2 create rumors bout cha..
Telling d not true yet crapz in front of ppls…
Dun tells me tat u dun k at all…
tis is natural reaction
so i'm nt tat stubborn as u think
who wanna kept thinking all those silly things
no ones DO
n I;m nt tat foolish 2 belif wateva ppl said ANYMORE…
As I ady act ntg happen since we’re jus FREN….
woopz! Wrong, wrong, wrong……
nt reaching d lvl of fren yet .. we’re juz those “HI-BYE” fren only …
Bt 4 wat u wanna keep gossiping bout me !!!!
if ur really tat “so-good” fren
U wun be in d most black-listed in CS geng…
Even till now… *proud of it babe*
Obviously all of us dislike tis bastard, bt now… all turns into hypocrites…
Or shud I said, they are hypocrites
Jus tat I neva realized altho some1 had warned me…
Well, yeah.. I’m jus being so c2pid again…
Hooray ~~ I’m truly deeply hurt by u guyz…
Yeapz, u all success ady !! Hooray~~~
Too bad, I’m ain’t nt respect 2 hypocrites ^_^
So dun feel proud of it, k
Anyhow, I’m nt gotta mess u up….
Bt jus KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT BIATCH !!
when u guyz told me tat Yum-cha wif tat biatch
n start gossiping bout me = socializing… *funny*
Altho u feels so frustrated n annoyed when she non-stop gossiping bout me…
There’s no one chud force u from doin sth u wouldn’t like 2 do…
Disappointed bout u guyz !!
5 yrs frens, ended up juz like tat………………………………
Dun worry, no more tears……………………………
I’m awake………………………….
U shud noe urself well……….
I;m nt goin 2 act like how u did 2 me………
feel pity 4 u……….
Surround by those untrue friends……………
Altho I;m nt as many frenz as u……………..
bt i;m happie wif my life rite now…........ *mada mada mada*
Ive made my grandiloquent wrap up. im a little hurt, yea,
but u’re too insignificant to make me promise to NOT TO COMPLAIN.
But a little favor that I’ll do, is that I will never whine another word to u ever again,
even when u act like as if u REALLY CARE or whatever shit that seemed LIKE U CARE.
Monday, June 16, 2008
No Mood
haihz...i also dunno why..and why ppl treat me like tat..i told the things and ask something,why no heart to listen de..wat am i doing wor...am i doing wrong..can anyone tell me..i also dunno how to do liao..dunno wanna say or not...haihz...forget bout it lar..ppl wan to listen or not also not my fault lar..up to them lar..and fell nowaday keep on no mood...i also dunno why no mood at all...maybe something happen tat i dunno...xD confuse le...me also confuse...teach me wat can i do le...haizzz
When Bored Speaks
I can finally send emails and blog and do the normal stuffs I do when I go online. Cheers!! Ok, I know I'm damn loser, posting something everyday, but I'm really damn bored lor! Sorry, I can't help it lah. And yes, current status bored.
Woke up at 3pm this afternoon. Amazing huh, received a call from a my hengdaiz. Thanks hengdaiz who broke my horrible sleeping pattern. But I guess I just wasn't used to the brightness sun, I got this horrendous giddy spell that makes my head goes dum did dum for the whole day.
Everyday raining like freakily crazily, don’t feel like going anywhere.
Yaya, im bored, penniless, and brainless *snort*. Thanks to my own laziness. Altho i'm bored at the moment, thus i have a SHIT load of time on my hands, and i can again waste my life away
on the Internet like the good old days :) Zillion thanks to the person who invented internet.
Taaa !!
Woke up at 3pm this afternoon. Amazing huh, received a call from a my hengdaiz. Thanks hengdaiz who broke my horrible sleeping pattern. But I guess I just wasn't used to the brightness sun, I got this horrendous giddy spell that makes my head goes dum did dum for the whole day.
Everyday raining like freakily crazily, don’t feel like going anywhere.
Yaya, im bored, penniless, and brainless *snort*. Thanks to my own laziness. Altho i'm bored at the moment, thus i have a SHIT load of time on my hands, and i can again waste my life away
on the Internet like the good old days :) Zillion thanks to the person who invented internet.
Taaa !!
Me Myself and I
Name ~Jackie (Ah Loon)(JacKzAi)
Age ~ 22 (2008)
Gender ~ Male
Status ~ Taken By My Lovely Dear (Shing Yhee)
D.O.B ~ 11st Of Jan
P.O.B ~ K.L
Horoscope ~ Capricorn
Height ~ 178cm
Kindergarden ~ Tadika Dahlia
Primary School ~ Methodist Boy's School Kuala Lumpur
Secondary School ~ Methodist Boy's Secondary School Kuala Lumpur
Hobby ~ Soccer,Comp Games,Online-ing,Chatting,Out-going & etc
Email ~ jackie_boyz_85@yahoo.com
Msn ~ jackie_boyz_4ever@hotmail.com
Friendster ~ jackie_boyz_85@yahoo.com
Fav.Colour ~ Black and White
Fav.Number ~ 7
Fav.Food ~ Fast Food
Fav.Drink ~ Teh-O-Ais
Fav.Sport ~ Soccer
Fav.Songs ~ Rock,Rap,Pop,R&B & etc
Fav.Movie ~ Comedy,Horror & Action
Fav.Cartoon ~ Iniitail-D (animation)
Fav.Subject ~ Math & Malay
Age ~ 22 (2008)
Gender ~ Male
Status ~ Taken By My Lovely Dear (Shing Yhee)
D.O.B ~ 11st Of Jan
P.O.B ~ K.L
Horoscope ~ Capricorn
Height ~ 178cm
Kindergarden ~ Tadika Dahlia
Primary School ~ Methodist Boy's School Kuala Lumpur
Secondary School ~ Methodist Boy's Secondary School Kuala Lumpur
Hobby ~ Soccer,Comp Games,Online-ing,Chatting,Out-going & etc
Email ~ jackie_boyz_85@yahoo.com
Msn ~ jackie_boyz_4ever@hotmail.com
Friendster ~ jackie_boyz_85@yahoo.com
Fav.Colour ~ Black and White
Fav.Number ~ 7
Fav.Food ~ Fast Food
Fav.Drink ~ Teh-O-Ais
Fav.Sport ~ Soccer
Fav.Songs ~ Rock,Rap,Pop,R&B & etc
Fav.Movie ~ Comedy,Horror & Action
Fav.Cartoon ~ Iniitail-D (animation)
Fav.Subject ~ Math & Malay